I said farewell,
To eruption of flame, eddies of smoke,
And the same small hope
Of a moment that’s mine
Taken at everyone’s expense,
And only for me, but safe inside
The cloud of death, safe to hide
Where none will follow.
Resolving to put them away
Is choosing to live, to invest,
And everyone is impressed
Anyone would make that decision.
Today I’m a smoker
With no smoke to inhale,
Engaging in today pales
To quitting.
I was told to sit, and stay still,
And still I stay.
Passion is suffering,
The smoldering fire that fuels
The deepest desires
Whether noble or base,
We spit in the face
Of all our failures
But they have nailed us
To our mundane posts
Where we mostly stay,
I was told to sit, and hush,
And hushed I stay.
While all the love in me
Sparks above the surface
And begs eye contact
From stone statues.
Engage and live or fade
The dying embers lay
On every shore
But once more we could
Live the good we say
We mostly believe
I was told to sit, to wait my turn,
And I sit, I smolder,
I burn
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