Plumb

Only the Cross
The moment all things converge
Could carry a compound
Potent enough

To change anything for me.

I can’t offer my life.
It’s mostly gone,
And I’m not enough to trade
Even here on earth.

I can’t get to You.
I’m not even sure I want it all
And no one is here
To carry me.

I don’t think
I will have the capacity
To enjoy anything again.
Not with any depth.

I don’t know if this petition
Is for relief from life
Or release.

I can’t see an answer,
So I’m asking You
Knower of All,
God Almighty
The Only One

Is there an answer for me?