I of The Beholder

Here am I
The only beauty I’ve ever possessed
Came from Your adornments
I’ve been obsessed
With everything else
But You never let go.
I am Yours.
I relinquish control.
Make me to know Your will.
Who am I?
You love me without merit
Beyond surprise,

I am so unworthy,
You just love me anyway.

Help me be beautiful to You.