I Do; I Did. Did I?

All I wanted
Was to get away.
In my great fear and aversion
I didn’t want to stay;
I looked for any way to escape-

That wasn’t keeping my vow.

He doesn’t seem like a monster,
Unless he’s hiding it from me.
I know he has dark corners
I cannot see
But he showed some freely;

Those obscure memories feel out of context.

He tries so hard
To be a good man,
And I’m such a mess
He’s the only one who can
Keep in step with me

Who stays, who allows me to be
The great cacophony of me.

And before You, I promised everything
Always.

And I can’t do it alone.

And aside from him, I always end up alone.